Immaculate imaginations of the untaken

Me and Jit saw the most amazing moon rise tonight.
It was huge and ORANGE!
Very romantic.

Everyone has the ability to imagine.
In this case imagining the perfect way to meet "the one."
Whether it be in the pouring rain or bright sunshine.
On a driveway or on-top of the world.
We all have our little giggles and smiles when we start to imagine and write ourselves a little love story in our heads.

Our imagination runs wild when it comes to meeting "the one". When i fall into one of my day dreams during school or at home. And wherever i fall into the day dream, that's what a day dream about. The other day, i day dreamed about a new girl joined one of my class and we instantly clicked. It always makes me smile, just a the possiblities. THen my friends always have to go and snap me out of my day dream.

I always catch myself smiling by myself whenever I think about my trips back to Malaysia. Sure, it'll never be possible for me to keep a long distance relationship going. But the thought of just meeting someone new and interesting from a totally different planet just intrigued me.
I guess the possibilities are endless.

What really interests me, is why I imagine and day-dream about something like this.
Is it because I'm a desperate soul looking for a quickie or am I deprived of intimacy with another. Or do I just have fantasies to satisfy my labido.

Sometimes i feel like i have two consciousnesses, i know that you have a sub-conscience which your not suppose to be able to hear but it influences your actions. But i seem to have two consciousness, one trying to do work or do what i'm supposed to be doing. The other is always thinking about, crushes, how i can make relationships work and how to even start them. I suppose that's the down side to having a flowing imagination, it distracts you.
But i just can't help but to smile. Maybe it's what keeps me going.

Jitrin is so, relationship and girl driven.
I wrote two paragraphs.
Jitrin wrote a book.
hehehehehehehehe

2009