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Melbourne, Victoria, Australia
It's no more than a glass box. Five panes of glass siliconed together to hold water. It's what you make of it, what you put in it and how you care for it that gives it the potential to shine.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Blood, Sweat and Burns

I'm getting better at what I do.
Paying the rent and bills monthly.
Work.
Tafe.
Life.

But I can't help but feel I've lost much more than I have gained walking down this path. I've lost more than I ever planned to, and I feel that I will just keep losing and losing, until my life just isn't worth getting up in the morning for.
I've lost my friends because of work and tafe, it's safe to say that I've lost most of them now. I've lost interest in whats "fun" to do with what friends I have. I've lost almost all interest in keeping fish because of the money I don't have. I'm losing interest in schoolies, preferring to work past it towards a "better cause." I'm losing interest in the image I portray to the outside world (Don't say you don't do it...fine, then explain why you're wearing clothes.)

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