mmm

We've had such a great time together.
Laughing, smiling, carrying on.
Birthdays, parties and just walking home holding hands.
It's been a dream like adventure with you.
Filled with beautiful stories of you and I.
However it hasn't been the smoothest of rides.
We've had arguments and complications too.
Bad times, darker times.
Times where confusion and frustration takes the better of both of us.
I feel sadness and regret for being the reason of your sadness during some of these darker times in our relationship.
Spitting words at each other that burn like venom.
Yet also learning and realizing new and wonderful aspects of each other.
I feel so lonely whenever we hang up on our conversations feeling frustrated and misunderstood.
I so alone whenever I imagine myself without you.
I feel so proud whenever I talk about you.
So happy whenever I think about you.

You are someone that has shown me more than I could have ever imagined.
Shown me what life can be and what it should be.
I'm so proud whenever we hold hands, so proud whenever we walk beside each other.
So damn proud whenever I say I love you.