Where I am

I've been thinking/assessing my situation in the past months and have discovered that
as time passes and plans for my future come into play.
I have slowly and gradually become tired and flat.
Re-occurring worries and daily hassles of life have taken their toll on me.
As it does with everyone else playing the game of life.
Going about work while trying to keep a balanced social life.
I have come to a conclusion, although somewhat extreme in one's financial point of view, that a vacation is in order.
To a certain tropical island off the coast of a certain country neighboring Singapore and Indonesia.
What crushes my wishes for a relieving and re-energizing getaway, is the stone cold fact that I am in the clutches of a somewhat small income and bills.
Every day I live my life through a series of "it's one or the other" circumstances
in which I have to make choices based on how much money I have or will have.
It's times like these that I admire people who have built their lives up to what they are today through years and years of being denied what they have been asking for. Vacations, paid-overtime, days off.
A congratulations is in order for those select few who have the income to provide them with all their wants and needs.
All the hard work, saving and self control has paid off in it's most ultimate form.
A stable, high income with all the extras.
Like them, I am now waiting for my chance to become someone worth admiring.
Now, it's a vacation to Malaysia for two weeks.
Next it will be a car, a house, a family.
It's all about building stable foundations to work on, in which you can build and improve to reach the top of what is a gloomy, overcast society where success is the only way up.
Work hard, save, work harder, save more.
Wait and more even more.
Until you reach something, somewhere higher in this game of life.

Yours truly,
Gamer17756281