Filling

Like the rising and falling of a dog's sleeping breaths.
Life too has it's steady ups and downs.
I'm not here to write a paper about life and how it should be lived.
I'm just here to document my life as it is lived.
Looking at this blog, overall it seems so naive, so typically teenager-ish.
Thats what makes me smile.
Looking at myself knowing I've still got time.
Time to learn from past mistakes.
Time to grow and make more and more decisions.
Time to get just the right fit of shoes.
To be able to walk comfortably when it comes to walking down the beaten path of adulthood.
The closer my interviews and exams get.
The further I seem to feel from my youth.
After I move out of highschool and into a totally different learning environment.
I'll be looking for a job.
Discussing when and where to move out to with either Fi and Ritchie or Luke.
It feels as if I've just unzipped the costume of youth and stepped out into the daunting sunlight where what you do and who you are actually counts for something.
I have so many plans.
So many goals and dreams I want to reach for, acheive.
It's the sinking feeling of whether or not I'll be able to do it.
Whether or not I'll be able to get up there in time to catch those dreams before they fly away.
Time really flies when you think about it.
The amount of neccesities I have to satisfy, along with the goals and acheivements I wish to take on.
It all seems almost impossible.
But in the real world, hard work and smart thinking results in good outcomes.
Always.
So think ahead, work hard and always have those dreams in your heart.
Because bottom line is, you're the only one who can make it.
You're the only one whos going to able to fulfill all those empty wishes.
Vamos