FLENDS

Since my last post,
I've been feeling so much more intact with my life.
Those tears have been waiting to rolls out ever since I stopped myself from crying at mom's funeral.
It felt surprisingly good.
I sorta feel like I've found another side to myself.
A side I knew existed, just that I never saw it untill a few days ago.

Speaking of different sides to myself.
I'm here to write something about my two best friends.
The ones that have been right beside me through the happiest and darkest moments of my life.
I'll start off with Luke.
We've only been friends for five years, but it seems every year that passes.
We seem to grow closer and closer.
Seeing different sides of each other we never thought were even there.
Luke's oupa passed just a week ago, and I was surprised when he opened the front door and walked in as always, but all he did was hug me really really tightly.
I knew his oupa passed away, but I never knew he wanted me to be there are the family funeral.
To be honest, I was glad to know that Luke trusted me and wanted me to be there.
In some ways I look up to Luke as a person who never lets anything bring him down.
He's like a huge Rottweiler, friendly and always there for a helping hand.
I'm glad to say that I've been there through the worsts and bests of his highschool life.
He's told me all about his past and what he sees in the future as well.
I think it's finally safe to say I know him inside and out.
Luke always tells me the same thing everytime I turn to him for help.
He always says "You'll be right."
That guy, can be so serious when he wants to be, but never around me.
Probably because I never let anyone look down when I'm around.
I remember when he had female troubles and he had the messiest face.
I just kept telling him about funny times and times when we looked our worst but came out laughing and carrying on like we always do.


Jitrin,
This guy is such a sheltered boy.
But this skinny, lanky asian is such a calming person.
He's always telling me that everything's going to be fine and that the past can't get any worse than it is so theres no point worrying about it.
It's not going to go anywhere.
Jitrin is such a calm figure, he knows exactly how you feel and always tried to put himself in your position.
Hes a great person to talk to and just figure things out with.
Big mellow fluffy teddy bear that guy is.
Such a softy.

These guys are HUGE when it comes to my life.
They're always there, and will never let me down.
Love the fuckers to bits.